I couldn't concentrate at all today. But luckily I only studied for about half an hour (out of the supposed 'at least one hour!' proclamation to nobody in particular.)

I've been dreaming about getting the Eboy Blockbob. But it's for 200 bucks. And its greeeen. And its apparently limited to 70 in stock.

If I get the one from eboy online, it'll be signed and will cost only 170, plus shipping and handling fees.

If I get it from Kidrobot on Haight. It's 200 and not signed.

But the exchange rate will be like zomgd. Because I mean. My dad will be, wow what did you get for 128 Euros? -_-

If its still available by sunday. I really will get it because I want it badly. I want it to look over me at night so I can smile in the morning when I wake up. :) Which is an idiotic thing to say. But nevermind.

Oh. And today was officially my last day as an ADV student! But its a secret to everyone :) Only I know it. And inside I'm jubilant.

Tomorrow marks my day as an IDS student. But its not really counted since classes don't start till Spring 09. So SAD. :(
But I'm gonna continue working hard in my classes (even those that are irrelevant and do not count as anything anymore when i transfer to IDS) Oh wait. I've transferred to IDS. But it'll appear in the computer system next week, or so Carrie (my advisor) says.

It was tough running round getting the signatures . Worth it, nonetheless. Tom Matano scares  me quite a bit. :) Hahaha. Nvm.

Thursday is the ADV clio screening! Which I still have to attend. PLus an after party :D

I am already slacking off. I hate JJG. His email was so RUDE. Wait. I'm the student. He can be rude to me... But STILL. 

I'm about to sleep. :D 1130. Early tonight :) x) 

I just asked my dad and he said it doesnt matter (referring to the euros thing)

So I will buy it from eboy I guess! :D Yay! This makes up for the whole Mike thing. I think its so nice how he's so apprehensive about getting married. And telling me "Yes I've been a married man for one whole day now. So far so good." :) Thats so adorable, no?

Seriously! The man I marry will be similar, but not the same :D No two people are so alike. I wish I were older. Hhaa. Not him younger.

I'm over something that was never there! Which is funny if you ask me about it...

Im about to buy things from rotofugi. 

No. Yeah. I've been eating this void. Hahaha. This sounds so idiotic. It is. I know it is. But I don't understand anything else.

yah. I don't know anything else. Is that what you said to me? Yeah you said it. You said it was the first time you felt anything without using money to fill that void. :) I know it was targeted at me. Perhaps because I'm weak like that. You're strong like that. Be happy.

God Bless my soul,
before I put my foot down
and begin to stroll

Beginnings,
though sweet
can you remember

like a monster in the night,
I await the beginning,
in order to realise existence
fear death love
signs of immorality